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[Crossposting from my neocities]

<i>✦Music✦</i>

<a href="https://winkyfrown.bandcamp.com/album/iii">;(iii</a>

winky frown makes quick, chaotic breezes of music. From ;( third edition, I like the 36 second song 'capitalism' and the educational, introspective, outro that is '43 muscles'. I'm not sure I've heard the term eggpunk before but it is (I'm saying this with only love and appreciation) stupid. I love you, winky frown.

<i>✦VCR✦</i>
I 've been thinking about my own feelings. What events from my past have caused me to think the way that I do now? With music, I enjoy songs that take me back to a very short and specific time. 12 years old, beginning of 7th grade. Did I have it all figured out in middle school? No. But it sure felt like I did. I'm terrified to type the following out, but I doubt he'd see this.
I still miss my best friend from then. Which, realistically speaking, is not who I actually miss. It's the what that I yearn for. I miss the joy that came with us opening movie maker, hitting record, strumming my stupid ukulele and having my friend make lyrics on the spot. We'd go at this for hours until I had to leave.
I've lived with this stupid hole in my heart that I've been wanting to fill, with little success. I'm not sure what to fill it with, so it might be the type of pain one covers and forgets about. 


