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+being upset about things you cant do anything about
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+helplessness. anger over a thing that is done and settled with no changing it, helpless anger, useless anger, stupid anger. sadness over what is gone and done, helpless sadness, pointless sadness, empty sadness. 

werc/sites/ppl.thirdculture.top/iancobain/blog/2025/01/04/0/index.md

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+Living Passively
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+You can only live passively if your societies institutions are designed for *your* success. living passively, doing what you're supposed to do, whats cool to do, whats easy to do, walking the path of least resistance, this puts you at mercy of the status quo. And if the status quo is on your side, all power to you! But when the higher powers, the schools, the courts, the employers, do not want you to succeed, then living passively is living under their thumb. 

werc/sites/ppl.thirdculture.top/iancobain/blog/2025/01/07/0/index.md

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+Too Much
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+<img src="http://up.thirdculture.top/ixoNtypBpR/20250107_150551.jpg" alt="sketch_no.1">  
+There is far too much. Much much much too much. Every day, too much. Too much people, too much peopling, too much work, too much working, too much noise, too much light, too much walking, too much thinking, too much doing, too much consuming, too much buying. There is too much stimulation being forced into our heads. It takes a full time career in "calm" to avoid the neuroticism of city life, with all this quantity and density and noise. I just walked past one hundred people and didnt say to hello to any of them. What the fuck? Humans are like any other being, we wish to protect our young and live a long and healthy life. Our greatest downfall is being good at it.
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werc/sites/ppl.thirdculture.top/iancobain/blog/2025/01/07/0/index.md_werc/dirdir/1736280735/author

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+iancobain

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+Too Much
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+<img src="http://up.thirdculture.top/ixoNtypBpR/20250107_150551.jpg" alt="sketch_no.1">  
+There is far too much. Much much much too much. Every day, too much. Too much people, too much peopling, too much work, too much working, too much noise, too much light, too much walking, too much thinking, too much doing, too much consuming, too much buying. There is too much stimulation being forced into our heads. It takes a full time career in "calm" to avoid the neuroticism of city life, with all this quantity and density and noise. I just walked past one hundred people and didnt say to hello to any of them. What the fuck? Humans are like any other being, we wish to protect our young and live a long and healthy life. Our greatest downfall is being good at it.
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werc/sites/ppl.thirdculture.top/iancobain/blog/2025/01/08/0/index.md

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+punk
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+we do not need indie, we need punk rock. we do not need emo, we need punk rock. we do not need hardcore, we need punk rock. we do not need lo-fi, we need punk rock. we do not need cloud rap, we need punk rock. we do not need thrash, we need punk rock. we do not need post-rock, we need punk rock.
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+punk rock is the bulldozer that clears the slate of bullshit so creatives can create unimpeded. i dont like "punk rock". in fact, most of it is pretty unlistenable. but there is very little modern, urban, art music or culture that i find worthwhile which does not have its roots in punk rock. punk rock is what makes your classmate make music. it is what makes your ex boyfriend go to shows. it is what makes your substitute teacher tell you about his band. it is what makes your autistic kid find friends. it is what creates a community for musicians who arent supposed to be there, and as we slip into this hellworld deeper and deeper, *nobody* is supposed to make music. to make some meaningful noise, we need punk rock.

werc/sites/ppl.thirdculture.top/iancobain/blog/2025/01/13/0/index.md

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+balls in my mouth im gay
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+third culture is a personal, intimate scene. if it gets so big thats not possible, then that's fine, people should just go and make one of their own
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+third culture the FRAMEWORK and third culture the SCENE are two different things.
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+rename to “third cultures” and “ottawa's third culture”
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werc/sites/ppl.thirdculture.top/iancobain/blog/2025/01/26/0/index.md

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+Slam My Head Into A Window Until Something Breaks
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+I want a normal life. I want a normal life, and a normal job, and normal friends, and a normal wife, and a normal family, and a normal future, and a normal death. I think it is a human desire to live and die normally.
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+But oh well

werc/sites/ppl.thirdculture.top/iancobain/blog/2025/01/26/1/index.md

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+Slam My Head Into a Wall Until the Wall Breaks
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+if nobody else is going to do it, then I will do it. because nobody else is going to do it  i will do it. i will do it. i will make music happen. i will bring music to ottawa. i will explain whats missing, why ottawa lacks music, and bring this to my contacts on the ottawa nightlife council. i will bring about tangible change. i will connect the people needed for a music community - people with houses, people with instruments, people with recording studios, people with marketing skills, people with graphic design skills, people who can make zines, people who can run labels, people. I will do it, and nobody else can do it.